For He who was without sin came among us, healed the sick and had dinner w/ the wicked, who are we to not stay humble?

“Let us touch the dying, the poor the lonely, and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow to do the humble work.” 

mother teresa.

'' I will be weak, unable to speak, still I will call You by name. I'll give my whole heart to You, be the centre.''

Been running, been avoiding, been crying, been screaming, been laughing, been loving. You have seen my mistakes even watched my heart break, You have seen it all. When life has tried to break me, You were calling out my name. When life slowlytook small pieces of me, I didn't even notice it at first.. until those little pieces became one real big piece and I looked in the mirror and saw a total stranger as my reflection. But I always was the kind of girl who thought she was in control, everything was in my might. But the face I kept on seeing in the mirror was so lost, I couldnt even find my identity in it. I knew then and there, this was something I couldn't handle by myself. I had searched for the answer everywhere (so I thought)  and eventually gave up. But at one point Your majesty became so clear to me. I had heared 'By just hearing the sound of the name Jesus every kind of fear has no place'. So I said it, I called Your name as loud as I could not only with power but with faith too. From that moment on I have experienced several life changing moments. The broken road I had always seen was suddenly restored, the cloudy day that was raptured inside of me was suddenly crystal clear sun shining day, the indifferent face I used to see was suddenly mine again, You made me brand new. 

Sometimes I forget this principal, this moment.. this kind faith.. I forget who You are sometimes, who You really are. I get so caught up in my life, I seem to have no room for You. I keep on forgetting You should be the centre of my life and the stuff I usually would get lost in, should now get lost in You. Like a friend of mine always claims less of me, more of Him. I really know what it means now. So even now, when I feel powerless at the moment and it frustrates me that I'm not capable of being in control in my life. I know my situation will change the moment I decide to take action and call out Your name. I mean I could sit here crying, get in fights, let anger take out the best of me or I could say; 'I'm not going to let my emotions take over me, I'm not going to try to fix this myself, but I'm going to change my situation by proclaiming He is Lord!' It's always been Him, He's the begining and the end. 

And He is! He is Lord I mean; He turned water into wine, opened the eyes of the blind and in You I found a new identity, I know who I am in Him.


Godbless, nothin' but love. <333