Yes, what I'd do to get that one moment back, at times when I'm strugglin hard with the twists life burdens me with, when I feel sucky, when I know I'm powerless in difficult situations, those are the times I wish I could have that moment of satisfaction, perfection, where nothing else matters, when I'm actually in charge and know what I'm doing.
But what I also know is that I can't be in charge all the time, because I just have to except the fact that I can't be good at everything and that sometimes I have to struggle real hard just to get a ''so-so'' result or nearly bare life. And know that I have to deal with the perfect result of the person next to me and still be able to represent mine with the same pride and make it seem like mine has the same quality but only looks differently. It's all about the presentation, it's the representation that matters! The same goes with new radical, liberal ideas! What if historical leaders didn't have the guts and at the same time the pride to represent their ''black whole of nothing'' ideas into something, in to a whole movement which would eventually change the lives of many, what if they'd stop every time they got a ''so-so'' result, everytime they faced rejection, everytime life knocked them down.. They took out the best qualities of their ideas and talked about it with a certain enthusiasm, self-esteem and passion which got others excited as well.. And that's the key to any kind of succes!

We will certainly have those moments of insecurities, of failure, dissapointment and frustration but it's the way you look up to those situations that will determine how you will cross that finish line, it's the acknowledgement that you're not good at a certain thing but still will never give up, you'll never stop trying, you will always be proud of yourself for the thing you've accomplished and make others know that you're proud! That's what you'll be remembered for, that's what you'll leave behind, that is the kind of sufficiency this world needs.
~ Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can.
XOXO
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