a simple wish

When ure little err thing seems possible, you got ur heart filled with billions of dreams. You look up to the stars and close ur eyes and you squeeze them so tight. You live in your own imaginery world, your own little utopia.

I mean i had dreams once, not sayin i dont still have them but the more u age, the more u loose ur creative hopes and dreams; ur imagination, just like in the peter pan story you stop believing in fairytales. Take me, i just had one wish, seriously one wish, but that simple wish made me loose all hope in near future dreams, cuz mine never came true. And a lot of times i asked God why my wish never came true, i mean mommy always told me; 'pray and the Lord hears and always answers ur prayers'. So i started wondering if God didnt hear my prayer, my once in a life time wish.


Wondering why life happend to be this complicated and hard, why the real world kept hitting me by suprise and why it couldnt be more like a movie; when the hard part comes i just press the forward button. i seriously conciderd making a movie of my life so i could create my own ending, i begg my pardon, my own happily ever after. Life always gives us the unexpected, the labour, the limitations so why are we acting so suprised? Like we can always get the good without the bad? That's why it's called L I F E.

My point being; there are going to be times, in ur life as a believer when ure going to question if God is really on ur side. And the reason why ure questing it is: because of the simple fact it seems like the devil is hitting you with err thing he possibly can. But you need to understand something below, you need to remember that the only reason why ure in that position now is because God has ordered ur steps.

And the only reason why the devil is hitting you like he is hitting you is because he has leisurely peeked into ur future. An he sees what God is about to bring you into. Thats why you cant depend on nothing but the word of God. Am just sayin' people stop wondering and focussing 'bout dem' could've been dreams, and start focussing on Christ our God and He'll make ways for u to live ur own happily ending succes!